i look like i need more sleep. or maybe just more sun so you cant see the tired circles.
this is a fake smile. if i ever give this to you, you know i am faking it.
this is the oh really face.
i really hope no one has ever seen me make this face.
at this point i am on a mission to see wrinkles in in my facial expressions. so far so good.
sidenote- lauryn hill only does photo shoots with a mirror posed behind the photographer so she can control how she is photographed. smart bird that lauryn hill, even if i am not so interested in her music.
i was thinking the other day how much i miss my ”I’d rather be having a beer coffee mug.” I really hope my mom didn’t throw that out. I am really missing my things. Stuff I have left behind, stuff I hope I still own. stuff, stuff, and more stuff.
some old man remarked that i didn’t look old enough to be serving him a drink, maybe it was because i was wearing make up. some people say i have issues with age. maybe i do, and maybe i didn’t think that at 33 i would be living single in the middle of the caribbean ocean trying to figure out what i want to do with my life. and maybe sometimes i think to myself, well the best is yet to come…
its raining. i hate driving in the rain. so i am procrastinating. i also cant wait to get my scanner back. so i can show you pictures of sunshine and blue water and me living my life aquatic. soon come, they say. soon come.
